OurLadyJ

more electrolysis

May 4, 2007 on 4:21 am | In flesh | No Comments

uggggh

i’m so tired of removing my facial hair

zap zap, dollars, zap

perhaps i should start a going-out-of-boyness fund

my wallet would be happy

it’s been almost 2 months since the estrogen

and my boobs have been hurting daily for the last week and a half

i’m having to change how fast i do things, as they keep getting bumped

understanding the slow sway a bit more

do they really hurt like this all of the time?

in a crazed fit of frustration,

i took 95% of my male-clothes to the goodwill

and now i have nothing to wear to work

lol

thank god only 39 days remain of teaching as a male

hmmm. maybe i should do something about my voice…

‘this is the voice i want to use’

no… ‘this is the voice i want to use’

a long way to go…

long days

May 2, 2007 on 1:06 am | In flesh, politico | No Comments

reading in poz mag

about the bushies

funneling aids $ into abstinence-only programs

over and over again

led me to speak out against these programs

through an organization called

‘hope’s voice.’

as they taped an interview with me,

i told them my story

of being raised with a strict abstinence-only education

and of my own sero-status.

if people are taught that condoms don’t work,

they will not use them.

there is so much shame

surrounding sex in this culture,

i’m surprised we all don’t have aids.