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October 24, 2008 on 5:01 pm | In love |

reading some of my old entries

i became envious

of my own previous ability

to be so honest.

somehow,

that’s become more difficult.

the more i am exposed

the more difficult it is

for me to write on this blog.
a daily renewal

i suppose

is what it takes.

a commitment to honesty,

a continued ‘fuck off’

to my inner enemies.

i said to my friend the other day:

i have a goal,

and that’s to make the devil my bitch.

to make my demons work for me.

because they’re strong enough

to pull me down.